Basically, my brother tried to kill himself Saturday. They stopped him; he's now in a facility meant to specifically help kids like him. There won't be an encore. I hope.
Anyways, it's just now hitting me and I really need me some pretendy funtiem games. I don't care if I piss off the RP at large, but I don't want to have my friends thinking I'm flaking on them because of some personal reasons. I'm not. I'm just...flaky. And my friends read this. So.
I'm gonna be posting a lot, especially tonight. I'll probably drop tags like crazy, too. Please, police me. Wave tags in my face. Bear with me for a little while. I know I've been getting worse, but I don't think I can work on getting better just yet. I kinda just need to flit around and make myself feel better. I have no intention of never addressing my fail...guess I just can't yet.
There. Angsty post over. I love you guys.